Todd M
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Smoking. I didn't read the whole thing but I got a pretty good grasp of the message from the book 'Easy Way to Stop Smoking.' It's about the attitude. If you are down about never smoking again, wonder how you'll get through xyz without your little crutch you're carrying this enormous weight. Nicotine ranks I think 3rd as the most addictive drug but the addiction is about more than chemistry. Relating it to the food thing - I've been super positive about what I've been eating. It hasn't been about what I'm missing, it's about learning all these things about foods and what they can do for your body. It's not just mindlessly droning through a super market grabbing all the usual processed junk. Stopping and reading, making choices...being pro active. I'm trying to enjoy the process. Plus it's the weirdest thing...I've really enjoyed the things I've eaten. Sitting down today to a serving of sardines and oysters and a small avocado sprinkled with raw garlic, taking my time...it was freaking delicious. I'm not obsessing over what I can't have I'm looking forward to what I can. I can only imagine how tasty it would all be if my taste buds weren't taxed with 3 decades of smoking. For me it's part of an oral fixation I have. I'm still eating, more often even, and getting to do the hand to mouth thing but I've been a chronic nail biter, and worse at times a cheek chewer, a smoker, a muncher. Hands to mouth hands to mouth. 30 or more times a day fiddling around with a cigarette fills some voids. Distracts. I pretend that it relaxes and also focuses. It's gotta be something in my head. I read/watched a video one time about experiments on mice and how the ones addicted to junk food fared worse than the ones addicted to drugs. I haven't had a lick of anything processed, chocolate, candy, chips or pop - and I'm feeling positive about it. Why can't I crumple the pack' and walk away?
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